From Fixation to Freedom : A Qualitative Study on Experiences of Identity Formation and Binary Assumptions in Narcotics Anonymous

Abstract: There has been a growing interest in addiction research on what role identity has to play in terms of recovery from drug addiction. One field of study that has gained traction in this area is the social identity approach, which argues that those in recovery tend to go from an ‘addict identity’ towards a ‘recovery identity’ when enrolled in treatment. This has been criticized by critical addiction studies, who argue that this notion is fueling an already established set of binary oppositions such as normality/abnormality, health/sickness etc., said to permeate addiction discourse. They argue that identity works to restrain the lives of those in recovery, and that these binary oppositions are problematic and both stigmatizes and pathologizes former drug users to mere products of recovery. The present thesis therefore interrogates these notions further by exploring the experiences of individuals enrolled in twelve step recovery, to see how identity formation and binary assumptions are experienced by former addicts themselves. The thesis employs a qualitative approach, and data were collected through 10 semi-structured interviews with active members of Narcotics Anonymous during March and April 2021. By applying actor network theory (ANT), the analysis of the study suggests that former addicts tend to present various identity-claims besides those only tied to recovery practices. Also, enrolling in twelve step recovery and identifying as a recovering addict seemed to enrich, rather than restrain their lives. Although binary assumptions and a struggle for normality seemed a burden in active substance abuse, it is suggested to be a necessary feature of recovery in terms of providing a framework for life. Thus, the analysis suggests that recovery might be a more fluid process than these respective fields tend to assume, and that binary assumptions are perhaps a necessity in terms of staying abstinent.